am i really having pre-wedding jitters? i kinda thought i was OVER that considering me and josh seem like a married couple already. for one, we already have a baby boy! (very cute ~ turned 4 months 11/14/2006) ehehe 
aaawwwwwwwww....soooo cute looks like me noh!? ahahaha anyway, yeah......second reason...he stays at our house over the weekend and we move around (not caring if wev showered or not) like married couples..have u noticed how when ur in the early parts of your relationship, you can't seem to get enough of each other..your hands are all over each other..you constantly stare at each others faces...you TALK all the time!! but when you get married...all of that changes! your man would call only if it's very important..you hardly even see each other because of reasons like work/kids/chores etc. and sex even becomes a habit already! hah......... i don't want that to happen in our marriage........but sad to say, even though wer not yet married, the signs are already there! during breakfast, he's in front of the newspaper...me, somewhere near the baby...during the day, both of us are working..no time even to text...during the night...he is doing overtime work, me....with the baby! we don't necessarily talk if it's not really that important...sleep is more important! next day..cycle continues... why do i still want to get married you ask? reason is simple and when you find the right man u'd want to spend ur whole life knowing more about him ~ cliche? yes....truth? definitely yes... the relationship may not be a bed of roses all the time and u find out later that he hates sleeping with electric fans (and you can't live w/o it) you would still find a reason to compromise and smile..knowing that same man would be waking up beside u (or in a bed not very far but far enough so the air from the electric fan don't hit him and make him sneeze) every single day of ur life..scary noh? i think so too. ok..ok...even with the sleeping issue...i'd still want to marry josh. even though i HATE it that he keeps on touching and making oogly sounds and faces when he sees my armpits, i'd still marry him. even if i'm slightly larger than him, i'd still marry him (or would he still want to marry me?) gimme a break i just gave birth!! speaking of armpits...........what's with guys and armpits eh? or maybe it's just josh? i know for a fact guys check out girls armpits..well...too bad...i am very insecure bout mine cz they are ugly and well....FAT, u know the kind when u have your arms down u see fat folds.....!?!! i HATE it...OMG ~ and i can't believe josh loves it! i hate it when someone keeps on looking at my armpits. i especially hate it when that someone would attempt to touch it and i despise that someone if he would continue talking about it............. well...i'm about to marry that someone! why?! because i love him and soon he will have plenty of stolen moments with my armpit....for now will NOT allow armpit touching...............ggrrrrr......... when i become mrs. josh booc come december 02, 2006 maybe i'll consider armpit touching......... maybe once a year..or twice when he is good. ehehehehe we'll see........:) | 
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